Blah

Every once in a while I just have to write down something that is on my mind so it wont be on my mind anymore. If that even makes any sense.  It is like one of those English assignments that you get where the teacher tells you to begin writing and don't stop for 15 minutes and see where you end up.  Really, you don't have to read this, this is just a rambling post.  I feel blah. Yesterday I had a very mean headache all day long.  and then right there at the end my husband was an hour later then he said he would be and didn't answer my texts or calls... talk about worry. I hate that feeling. he came home safely, explained that he didn't have any reception where he was and was very sorry. There was really nothing to forgive. I love him so much. Just by that time my head was hurting so much and I was so exhausted that I promptly fell asleep, at nine thirty.  Though my head ache was gone this morning I really had no desire to get up. so I didn't, not until Nathaniel was at school and Adam started making noises around 8:15.  He was happy so I was actually motivated to at least get myself ready for the day. he even let me take a little nap. maybe that was the wrong thing to do though cause now my head is hurting again and I keep thinking that all I want to do is get out of this apartment that I've been in for the last three days straight but the weather is below freezing outside, Adam is sleeping and I don't have a car. I don't even know where I would go if I did have a car.  I am way to blessed to be feeling so blah.  Maybe I should eat more fruits and veggies...unfortunately chocolate oranges and cherry kisses don't count.  Well Adam woke up and I get to do the best job in the world... being a mom!